Thursday, November 04, 2010 Thursday, November 04, 2010
I have realise one thing : talking on blog does'nt help in pouring out your miseries and what you want to say, it just helps to allow other people to know more of the stuffs you are thinking(you never know who reads it) . From now onwards , im not blogging anymore . I will share all the things i want to say to Him . Its the best solution and there will be remedy . Officially end my post for the last time . Goodbye readers !
Its have been a long time since i updated this dead blog. But since im free now,as its the holidays, i shall revived it. ^^
Firstly, I have got back my results for the whole year alrdy. Though i have improve much, but it was still quite bad. I have made the decision to chiong all the way next year and work hard. I will be able to get a good result and even maybe the academic award . With the support from many friends out there, i believe these will eventually happen and it will come to past. (: Now, i just hope to get into a good subject combination class next year. I really wish those subject that i chose will be given to me. I will really put in alot of effort for my studies next year , i promised. Just hope that i will be given the subjects i want....
Secondly, I must say this year have been quite a relaxing year for me at the start as i din really put any effort into studying. All i did was play,eat,have fun and relax. I never really put my focus on books and notes at all. These of course resulted me in the failing grades and really poor results for my Mid-Year. At first, i still din even realise how bad i had fare. It was only till the end of the year, when the next half of my results came that i see my past grades with disappointment and regrets. I have put in alot more effort for the second half of the year, but still, when i got back my result slip, disappointment just started to engulf me totally. Never did i realise how lack behind i was till then. Tears of disappointment just filled my eyes.. But being me, not having the spirit of failure, i made a commitment to myself in studying hard next year and not slacking any further. I shall make the best of every moment from now on. Alot of things just started to open and unlocked in my mind. I guess this time i have really realise myself and the things im doing. Im growing in my thoughts man ! ~
Lastly, I want to just convey a message to this really good friend of mine. This have been what i wanted to say, but because of the pride issue, i am not able to tell you. So, I shall write what i want to tell you here (: Though i know you wont read my blog any sooner and maybe you wont ? I hope you will know im talking about when you read this:
Actually, what i want to say is just really simple things. Its just what i want to thank you for. Thanks for always helping me when im in need, listening to my problems and also comforting and advising me. Though many times i may just give you a casual 'thanks' , i want to tell you that i really meant it with all my heart. Many times when i angered or irritate you by purpose or accident, but when i saw that you really mind or are affected by it, i will quietly apologise to you in my heart. We have been through much together and im glad to say that even so, we are always still good friend. I remember the times when we argue and quarrel over things but eventually they are settled or forgotten-we even called ourselves enemy-friend. Seriously , all those hurts i have done to you , i din intentionally meant it. I hope you can understand. Friend, there's alot of things i want to share and tell you always actually, but i dontknow why i just cant bring the topic to you. But some things , i really enjoy sharing with you. I always had fun talking and chatting with you. I love the times when we talked on the phone till my phone blackout. It is really fun having you as a friend. Overall, i just want say that i trust you and that you are a blessing to me. I hope this friendship will never break. Thanks for being a part of my life! Loveyou. (:
-NSJ. what you have sown in me, i will reap it back to you.
back from touring sg ! hahaha nah just kidding. anyway how have you all been without me for the past few weeks ? still getting along well in life ? (: hahaha ! let me just summarize what i have done this June holiday ! Its egg-citing !
CAMPS,VBS,OUTINGSandmany many more.... this holiday have just been to good and awesome for me ! ILOVEIT ! there have just been so much good thing going on that i dontknow where to start telling from ! hahaha ! ohhyea ! as far as i am enjoying, hope you had an awesommmmee holiday too ! :D feel free to share with me when school starts !
talking about school ! guess what , school's up next week ! Are you preparedyet ? hahah hmm, im so used to sleeping late and waking late this few weeks alrdy ! how am i supposed to endure the school life ? nvm i will try ! If i succeed , i succeed ! If i don't , i don't ! well even if you like it or not , school is reallystarting ! just get prepared and do all your homeworks !
ohhyea , i forget to comment on how good Janice is at guitar ! she is an awesome girl manz ! she taught THL GINA and ME to play guitar ! AWESOOMMMEE FELLA ! hahaha now i know how to play depths of your love alrdy ! just need more practise and it will be on my fingertips ! (: hahaha ilovehermanz !
i would judge a person with a good character better than a person with a good reputation !
Im so like that person up there now.Many decisions to make , but only the correct choice will lead me somewhere.How am i suppose to choose then ?I seriously need make some wise and careful decisions in everything i do.I need an affirming answer in the things i have chosen. Luckily,i know where to find these affirming sound. Regrets are the last thing you want to see ! Surely i tell you, its painful...
Recently, i have been busy with many things. But sometimes i wonder should i stop and slow down my pace and see whether whatever things i am busy with is worth the sacrifice. I have found out that the answer is a YES ! its worth the effort and the sacrifice of time ! (: the thing now that i have to improve to make it more worth it , is to improvised the thinking of my heart . Willingness To Serve !SMALL SENTENCE , BIG MEANING ! don't you underestimate it, it is worth the while thinking and changing . You never know how big difference this may affect your life after you have changed ! so grab a drink and start thinking !
it all starts with the heart, there must not be a rebellion in your heart when you serve
This is the training schedule for tmrw NPCC , cadets please take note (: anyways , i just realise the time to fall-in is 2pm !! super chiong lo ! school release at 1.05pm tmrw, then need change into full-uniform straight alrdy-,- Lols need skip my lunch alrdy ,IMPORTANT ! I need my meals manz.... Hahah nvm, tmrw is the unity of our whole squad alrdy ^^ like finally...
Sec1 tmrw getting their uniform alrdy(: hahaha so cool manz ! they got uniform etiquette by kevin and huai miao :D hmm,while the sec2s are having DRILLS ^^ Awesommmee !
Do not be forced ! You must be willing to agree to the task given to you !
This cool awesome band is performing in Heart Of God Church on 21/22 May ! So cool right ? Its a rock concert altogether. Hahah yea , i got 2 tickets available . It comes in tattoo form leh ! Nicenice ! Anyone free and interested to come for this ? Hahah can ask me about it or go to this website for more details :D http://www.redrainband.com .
HAHAH ! Guess what ?! NPCC is resuming on 19 May(Wednesday) ! Yesyes and yes ! im so excited manz ! cant wait to get together as a squad, after a very long time ! hahaha cool ! And on that day , there's cca photo taking (:
Reminder for squadmates: 1)Wear full-uniform on 19 May(Wednesday) 2)Bring water bottle 3)Fall in by 2pm outside NPCC room for attendance taking
National Police Cadet Corps(NPCC) photo-taking time: 4.45pm !For more details, Please check the NPCC blog: www.orchidparknpcc.blogspot.com .
Before photo-taking, we will be practising drills for the NPCC DAY parade the next day.
Yupp thats just a reminder ! (: Hope everyone will have fun during cca on wednesday ^^ Lets all be united and take the initiative during training (: Remember the PICARD ! If dontknow what is it , check in the NPCCblog. But need check the archives alrdy , cause posted quite long ago . HAHAH ! :D
Be contented ! Know your limits and treasure whatever small things that is given to you ! Be happy ^^
Truth is a big word . Dont judge it by its number of alphabets , its huge and powerful ! Maybe Christians may refer this word as the Word Of God-Bible. Personally , Truth appeals to me as something important to me. Just so randomly want to share this for the Word Of The Day.
took a 1hour D&T paper today. din manage to finish my isometric drawing -,- I cant plan and manage my time for the paper well. Ohhwell... Hah, but after that is FUN ! went northpoint with THL PYN KLKX . heheh chat in kfc, was awesome and crappy totally ! :D Had fun talking to PYN before that, we talked alot alot ...
met Gina after that with THL. went mustafa to see-and-not-buy-things. hahah have to control myself-torture ! and i must say, the smell there very fragrant leh... i felt dizzy and almost faint. luckily we went out mustafa centre in time, if not tmrw i in hospital alrdy.heh anyway, went to look for items and found something that was quite agreeable between the 3 of us. so we took it for sample to jiajia.well,although its cheap but its cool! trained home from farrer park after that. chit-chat in mrt awhile,it sure have an aroma in the NE LINE mrt too. super fragrant ... hah,was almost having running nose. hmmph!
thanks to my creativity...
Im a mushy, Cheryl a monkey, JiaJia a aunty, Janice a parky ! (:
